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Friday, October 31, 2003

wat am i still doing here at this hour with only 9 and a half hours to go to my first exam for this semester. well...i don't know too...hee...just wanted to write something..but i've got nothing to say too...stayted at home for the last few days doing nothing except studying, watering plants, eating and playing the piano...seriously. Okie...there's sleeping involved.

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11:28 PM


besides all these, yes...God bless the Pple who are starting their exams todae - 31/10
i guess that applies to Chelle, Si, Jin, Ping, Ru and hmm...no one else le hor...and God bless me as exams start on the 01/11...haix..Jia You!!

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2:52 AM


okie. I've decided to stop using my dots so much and write properly and in better phrases and english...hahaha
okie. Lesser singlish and stuff.......


And one thing i had in mind for very long....I miss bEn's One-Liner...

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2:50 AM


Wednesday, October 29, 2003

The Big Five Personality Test
Extroverted|||||||||||||||| 64%
Introverted |||||||||| 36%
Friendly |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Aggressive |||||| 24%
Orderly |||||||||||||||||| 72%
Disorderly |||||| 28%
Relaxed |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Emotional||||||24%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 62%
Practical |||||||||| 38%
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The Big Five is currently the most accepted personality model in the scientific community. The Big Five emerged from the work of multiple independent scientists/researchers starting in the 1950s who using different techniques obtained similar results. Those results were that there are five distinct personality traits/dimensions. Here are your results on each dimension:



Extroversion results were moderately high which suggests you are talkative, optimistic, sociable and affectionate but possibly not very reflective.

Friendliness results were very high which suggests you are very good natured, trusting, and helpful but possibly too much of a follower

Orderliness results were very high which suggests you are very organized, reliable, neat, and ambitious but probably not very spontaneous and fun.

Emotional Stability results were very high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, unemotional and possibly too unobservant of your feelings.

Intellectualness results were moderately high which suggests you are creative, original, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.

Overall, you scored highest on Emotional Stability and lowest on Intellectualness.



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2:46 PM


ESTJ - "Administrator". Much in touch with the external environment. Very responsible. Pillar of strength. 8.7% of total population.
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2:42 PM


Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||| 22%
Schizoid |||||| 22%
Schizotypal |||| 18%
Antisocial |||||| 30%
Borderline || 10%
Histrionic |||||||||| 34%
Narcissistic |||| 18%
Avoidant |||||| 26%
Dependent |||| 18%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 46%
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2:31 PM


Conscious self
Overall self
Take Free Enneagram Personality Test



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2:18 PM


Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 3 Ambition |||||||||||||||| 62%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||| 34%
Type 5 Detachment |||| 18%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||| 58%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 54%
Type 8 Hostility |||||||||| 34%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Your Conscious-Surface type is 9w1
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 1w9
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2:16 PM


Monday, October 27, 2003

sunday!....i am serving all 4 services todae...bless the Lord..for He is good and His mercies and love endures forever!...i had fun...serving todae..and todae 2nd service was chinese service in the overflow and hokkien for the 3rd...had a chance to see chinese and hokkien in operation...chinese songs were nice leh..there was a realli nice song..but dun noe what's the name...then hokkien was realli happening..haha...next time i must go attend service in these 2 places..but i dun understand hokkien how?...dunnoe..see how la..heehee...
then todae got to know jason..a brother in christ in sound...closer...chatted with him for so long..first time manz...realli nice guy..realli nice knowing him..looking forward to chatting with him again..haha...chatted alot with clement too..realli nice too..alwaes fun to have him around and realli encouraging..both guys are act...haha..
and todae i did not study at all again...dedcided not to by the time i came back home..decided to rest..and start full strength from mon..supposed tml..but act. it's todae...by God's grace la...i know i can't do it alone loh..definately not..He will lead and guide me through..amen..so sleep le..abit headache..tink lack of sleep..haha..okie..byez..

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1:04 AM


Saturday, October 25, 2003

okie...here i am again...woke up at 9.30am in the morning to go Robinsons' Sale at Expo with Si...met her at 9.50am...haha...and when we went to the entrance of the hal...omgosh...there were so many pple alreadi...and the sale opens at 10am..and it was the second last day alreadi...finally the door opened...and we went in ....we SHOPPED....haha...2 of us...approx spent...$184...hahaha...so when u see us going shopping together next time....STOP us...haha..the last time also like that...we were at Carrefour...and yeS...u've guessed it...we spent again..haha..but it's nice shopping with Si la...i tink the most useless *and dumb* thing i bought there was hand soap...now looking it...i realli don't know what made me reach out for that...funnie..wonder what got over me...haha...aniwaes...then when we left that place it was after noon alreadi..then i had to rush home to change and pack my books to go to the Hannah's Heart seminar....i reach there late...and yep..a little things cropped up...there was insufficient mics..and then my leader had to come down bringing mics...but i tink partly his fault because the organiser had told him that she needed at least 2 mics..one wireless and one wired one..so....he had to come down...but i noe he not very happie la...coz very rush...and dunnoe issit also because i abit late..hee..whatever...then after that he left..and pastor matthews and his wife started with the seminar...although i was onli there to serve...i learnt...i learnt from what he was teaching about...i heard the Lord speak to me...i learnt even..how to keep myself in faith..how to apply me faith in things...but i believe my God put me there for a reason...i know and He knows...that enough...and pastor matthews is realli nice...his wife too...he kept saying thanks to me and saying that my sat was burned out on this...i was like...dun noe what to say...so just smile and say it's okie...and i have learnt...although it didn't realli apply to me yet...haha...then he smiled at me..but he realli appreciated everyone who helped out todae...realli friendly...haha...u noe what...suprisingly...of all the pastors in church...i tink pastor prince is the most "unfriendly" out of sermon preaching..haha...not that he's not nice...but i realli like the other pastors better..hee...maybe because i see them more...pastor joshua, henry, matthews...haha..but i like pastor prince's preaching the best...haha...also not saying the rest are not good...i love the rest too..they are all good...but u noe...just scaling them...hahaha....okie...didn't manage to study at all at the seminar...so have not studied for the whole day until now....better go study now...and tml also hard to study la...coz serving all 4 leh...haha..it's a joy to serve...but seems to clash with my study plans..but nevermind...God will help me..to study twice the amount in half the time...AMEN!!...

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11:03 PM


todae went to chelle's hse to study...when i first got her msg,:

Chelle: fen ah...tml wan to come my hse to study?...got jin, si and mi..we meeting 2pm at my jia lou xia
Fen: What?!?!?!.....ur hse?...you must be joking with me rite..
the next day...
Fen: chelle..is the studying thingy still on?
Chelle: yap..lulu's not ard at home todae...

hahahaha...yay..so lulu's not ard...and i am at chelle's house..from the conversation we had..i thot onli me, chelle, jin and si will be ther..but when met them...i realised got 6 pple...+ stanley and + wenting...okie la...but in the end i hid in chelle's room to study and the rest outside study and discuss work...ahaha...okie la...quite fun chatting with them..and did work la...but i tink i still very slow...haha...Lord..help me...to study everything finish fast and remember everything i study..
we went to the new eastlink mall to eat and not bad la the food...but all the food vendors we buy from got some problem like that..dun noe why..haha...when we finished, it was quite late le..about 11pm le..haha..so late..then by the time reach home it was 11.15 le..and i have been online from then till now...1 plus am le...dun feel like studying alreaid leh..
later todae going to meet si and maybe chelle??..to go robinson's sale at expo...we want to be the first customers there..haha..so meeting earli in the morning...hope we get good deals.!!..or else waste time there...
then later in the afternn going down to mackenzie church office there to help out with sound for hannah's heart seminar...wonder what's it about...think onli me around...hmm..hope nothing big crops up...and hope i can study there...haha...or else no time le!!...okie..till later...bye..

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1:55 AM


Thursday, October 23, 2003

todae i woke up earlier than the alarm clock!!...suprising ah!...ahaha..but i still lazed in bed for a while until the alarm clock rang then i came out of bed...and i still took a cab...haha..then went for revision lecs...and then rushed down in the afternn to visit my fren in the hospital...spent most of the time finding a way to get into the hospital because of the strict measures and because at that time it was after visiting hours alreadi..in the end, by the time i went in...i onli had 10 mins max to spend with her..haha..but nevertheless..it was comforting to know that she is well and when i went home...at around 5pm..she told me she can be discharged alreadi...haha..so fast...and i even thot of visiting her again tonite...haha...chey..and then now i am here in front of my com again...what...i am supposed to study...and i feel like sleepinzzzzz..haha...maybe i can steal half an hour out of my time to go napz..heehee...nitez...opps..nope..eveningz...

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6:54 PM


todae onli had one lesson in school too..got back my mgen quiz..the one that i mentioned that i onli had about 10 mins to complete coz i was late..and yes..i passed..ahaha..i expected to pass la...but then made a lot of STUPID mistakes...dumb...so quite a borderline pass...never mind..and then we had quite a long tutorial..and it was the last one this sem...then went home..and supposed to start studying..but i lazed around until think 5pm?..then i studied for one hour and fell asleep..haix..haha...woke up around 7.20 and ate dinner then back to studying...couldn't stand the temptation of my computer..and came online again...*can someone lock my com?*...ahaha...*and remove my bed?*...ahaha...i would probably beg for them to be back again if that realli happens...
tml i have a long day in sch...revision lectures and last tutorials...might be meeting someone to go and visit another someone in the hospital...at changi general hospi..in simei..so qutie near...fine...prayed for her when i received the news...i believe God has heard me..and will heal her and show her the Light that she needs...i realli don't know what to do le..i realli don't know what to say to her..i pray that God would put words in my mouth to tell her too...so i would not be so helpless...haix...and the exams are coming soon...her auntie has asked me to help her in her studies too..i hope i can of course...but all into God's hands okie?...
read someone's blog jsut now...i didn't noe to feel happie or sad...haix..whattheheck..back to my books...

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12:45 AM


Wednesday, October 22, 2003

todae onli studied for 1/2 hr...ahaha..so bad...haiz..better wake up earli tml and start earli..sianz..at home very noisy leh..although i prefer to study at home...the renovation below is getting on my nerves...think i will go to library or somewhere in school to study..then got one molgen tutorial right smack in the middle of the afternn...haiz....so disruptive...
then todae when i was about to go to work, i saw bEn's mum at the path between the traffic lights and the busstop on my side...then i smiled at her....BUT...she don't recognise me!!....then so paiseh....haiyoh...then ben sae i am a big joke...and i am not significant...stupid ben...hahahahaha...so paiseh....ben's mum look as if i crazy like that smile at her..ahahaha....until tml...

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1:02 AM


Monday, October 20, 2003

todae todae...hmm...got to sleep all the way till 2 pm coz no class...except for csas at 3pm...then went there class got push to 3.15pm...then ended at 3.29...
wah...waste my time go sch leh...ahaha...then laze around till now then wan to start do some work...but then now is the time to watch TV le...ahaha...so haiyah..guess it would be the same..sleep late loh...then do work late at night loh..ahaha...that's the norm ma..
tml also no lesson!!...yahoo!...hahaa..so can sleep until late late...but tml got work...okie..go watch TV le...God Bless!..Shalom...

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10:52 PM


Sunday, October 19, 2003

God just blessed me todae!!....it's a very long story...bear with me..
at first i am scheduled to do a wedding todae(sat)..that is to help out in the sound system at the wedding that is taking place...then i realised that day i got a biochem extra lecture
so i told my leader and he sae okie...he will go find someone then okie i thot settled then this week..forgot which day my lecturer called off the lecture...so my sat is free le.. that is todae so yesterdae i went for bible study and i met my leader who is in charge of wedding one..and then he told me got problem..todae got 2 weddings..then both are about the same time..so the other person scheduled cannot make it also..so now he has 2 weddings with no pple to take the job..then just nice my lecture cancelled so i told him..i could take back my original scheduled wedding..and then he said Okie!..so todae i went to the rock at 11 to meet the logistics guy to pick up my mics and keyboard and stuff..and he drove me to the place..so the wedding went on and stuff..and for weddings, the couple will give angpows to the pple who help out..so the wedding coordinator passed me 2 angpows..one for me and one for the logistics guy at that time..the logistics guy went off to help the other person at the other wedding..so i kept for him first..then the wedding went on...finished...blah blah...i kept all the things then wait for the logistics guy to come then when he came he told me eh..u keep the angpow that was for me okie..then i sae hah... dun wan la then he sae he got angpow from the other side also then i oh..okie loh...i haven't opened still then until he drop me off the mrt then i opened in the mrt
then guess how much?..one angpow fifty leh..God bless manz...and look...God's timing is always perfect!....Praise the Lord..and then when i msg the logistics guy..he told..me God's blessing are new everyday..and expect more 2 come...haha...so end of my story...so happie...
then later i went to meet Xinchi to buy prezzie for esther...so we shopped around..then when we going to leave then she went to Mac to buy food for her brothers...2 brothers--buy 4 BIG mac....big eaters man...then we went to this counter...and the guy there was super friendly...and great service man...he is a young indian guy...but he got me mesmerised in the short conversation we had...he was realli nice...made my day manz..haha...next time i go Mac..sure go that counter and request for him...haha...if i can...haha..okie...got to go...


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12:34 AM


Saturday, October 18, 2003

guess what...todae i am late for my test...super late...the test is supposed to start at 9am but i woke up like 9.15am i tink...can't even remember...when i reached there i tink it was around 9.30am...and i realised the test is going to end at 9.40am...God bless me...the test was quite okie and the questions were managable...i finished them within the time left and handed in...*PHEW!!*...when i first reached the lecture theatre, i opened the door...and there stood my lecturer at the base of the lt..i signalled a sorry and he signalled me to go down...i made the sheepish look and went down...and i hate this kind of situation..because...walking down from the top to the bottom means -- everyone would see me...shuckS!....haiz...after the test, i realised many of the people in the lecture theatre thought i was going to hand in my paper!(because indeed..some pple were handing in alreadi)...haha...but onli one of my close friend knew better --- i was late. haha..that's why she is my good friend...haha..i think this is the 2nd time i am late for tests...the first time was a term test paper...and coincedentally, the 2 times are occuring on the same subject...i didn't realised at first...but after thinking...i realised it was the same subject!!..haha..better not happen again for upcoming exams...my friend is going to call me in the morning to make sure i wake up...haha
then went for bible study at night...realised we gonna get more mixers and even have one for upcoming monitors!...next time..we master the monitor-ing stuff le then can also go over to monitor department side....we are going forward!...haha...great stuff are ahead of us...then last time we had 3 mixers at first..so i bought this cloth to cover the 3 mixers...and now beside the 3 mixers there is one extra one ..then the cloth accurately, just enough to cover all four...very zun...haha...my friend sae -- u got something from God about it issit...i seriously think it must have been God that intervene when i bought that cloth...i couldn't have been so accurate loh...haha...but now i must buy another piece of cloth to cover the rest of the mixers too le...hope this time is also so zun...hahaa..
and clara, my old primary sch friend...in primary sch she was my best fren leh..then went to different secondary schs..but still keep in touch..then in sec 2 she went to australia to study, because her father was sent there to work..and straight away go there can go college le leh..coz singapore standard higher mah..then early last year she came back...now in nus...studying guess what...law leh...got very good results in australia that side...so accepted into nus..so her education route got shorten!!...haix...then she called me on thursday saying she wanna go church...i was overjoyed...haha..been asking her to go la...then now she sae she wanna come this week...and also partly because she's just broken up with her bf with alot of problems..and kind of messed up life and mind..so i believe she came to find out the TRUTH..and the One that would set her free manz...Praise the Lord...i pray that He will stir her up and touch her heart so much that she receives Christ into her life soon...and become another sister in Christ with me...amen...heehee...so see her this sunday!..
Exams are coming everyone in Tp.....work hard, study hard...pia for this exam period okie?...*save it for yourself manz*...that was for myself...

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1:25 AM


Tuesday, October 14, 2003

todae quite shiok..slept till 11am...haha...then act. lesson at 3pm but went at 12pm for some bchm remedial..i dun noe why i was there too...haha...then went for work todae...okie lah..todae didn't get scolded so much..and todae's cases quite standard...so...heehee..wed is my next day..so till then..see how le..tml lesson at 8am..and i am still here at this time...i guess i would have to rush tml again..haha...okie..nitez..

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1:37 AM


Sunday, October 12, 2003

todae son received the baptism of the Holy Spirit...and last week Si received..Praise the Lord!...ahahaha....todae we had a special item by adeline..singing a song written by karen...beautiful song...karen realli has a gift from God okie..it was realli touching and beautiful...it's called Rejoice O Israel...cannot be gound anywhere else..so can't download from net..but i am craving to listen to it..hope she will sing it again..haha..okie..see ya all..

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8:43 PM


Saturday, October 11, 2003

morning went for a entrepreneurship seminar...super boring...by this lady who can't even speak engrish properly...haha...no wonder my cp sae dun noe how she got her "Dr."..haha...yah...now i wonder too...and i almost fell asleep of not for frens around me perking me up a bit once on a while..
then after went to work...todae is observation day for me...got scolded and asked to observe my "senior" do her assisting..haha...learnt a bit la...hope the next time i assist nothing will go wrong...haha...
now busy with friendster stuff..bye..cya...

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11:16 PM


the bible says that there is an evil day...but many happy days...and this few days must be my "evil season"....hahaha....realli stupid things happen....i overslept in the afternn as i was having a nap..and i missed a tutorial. I reached at 4.30pm when my tut is 4pm..then i get a super scolding from my boss...haiz...i just didn't seem to perform this 2 weeks..haiz..keep forgetting everything...dun noe why...i think it's because i trying to recall everything that i forget this forget that...haiz...then my sound department that side also got "admin" probs...schedule la, invoices la, cds la, blah blah...haiz...then this 2 weeks realli busy...projects due, reports due, 4 tests alreadi...then my extra activities like piano, band and stuff also got some probs...haiz...i think after this week is over it should be much better...now almost all projects and reports are over alreadi...left 1 test onli...and piano probs are solved...band should be solved soon...sound side should solved by this week too..and hopefully i buck up on my job side...haix...act. not all my fault la..but i think i still realli performed badly without those extra 'not my fault' stuff...so happie it's friday le...start over again this coming week!!...i noe Lord, i have a blessed week in front of me...God bless..

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12:37 AM


Thursday, October 09, 2003

wah..todae was a super rush here rush there day...almost took cab 3 times todae...but took 2 times...not veri good as well...had to rush my project that's why...then went for apel lesson...then dun noe what got over alvin poh...started talking about integrity and punctuality and stuff....i felt punctuality was an issue for me..i guess many would agree...coz usualli his lecs i would arrive at least 5 mins late...hahaha...but i alwaes come in quietly la...he sae got students slam the door after the lec scold them or stuff...and then he sae until very "teary" and agitated like that...haha...but i noe he is just concerned about us..i believe he's sincere...

then...todae is my father's birthday!!....happie birthday daddy..we went to spring court for dinner...super full...but realised not worth the amount we paid..act. not very nice loh the food there...except maybe the peking duck...hahahaha..the skin u noe..nice and crispy...but my sis took most of it...leaving us to grab the small pieces...

then after that...we drove my sis back to her hostel and i paid a visit to her hostel...and u noe what's the first funnie thing i saw in her hostel lift?..hahaha.........i was like wah...okie...erm...haha..and then i notice something...there was a notice beside it...that read : these pple did not register their temperature on the temperature list yesterday..read on..and i saw....my sis's room no..hahahaha....so paiseh...
ahahaha..okie...

think victor is coming to read my blog...hello victor...happie reading...take some time to read the archives too...hope something here may inspire u...

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12:22 AM


Tuesday, October 07, 2003

todae had hpath test...i studied till 4am in the morning leh...super tired...realli wanted to sleep in school...haix...then by the time reach home i onli have 1 hr to sleep...then didn't sleep much...but now i have to do bchm map...tml due alreadi..so todae must burn midnight oil again...sianz...okie...go do work le...

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11:54 PM


Sunday, October 05, 2003

todae is sunday!...and todae is the last day of the jewish new year celebrations..rosh hashannah (i tink it's spelt like that)...tml is the day of atonement le...pastor said that the jews believe that the gates of Heaven are opened during these 10 days(during rosh hashannah)...wow...hahaha...and of course he continued with the msg on praying in the spirit...many got saved todae...it was amazing...in the first service there was one whole family up there getting saved...beautiful...then the second service there was this brother,10 and sister,8 coming up to get saved..amazing...and they were in tears...touched by God's grace at such a young age...i would love to experience God's love so much that i drop tears...i want to experience that feeling too..although i noe that we are not supposed to go by feelings and stuff...but don't you agree that if u would love to feel the tangible presence of God in every service and worship that u attend...how sweet will the frangrance be...how peaceful yet joyful will your heart be...and of course..i want to reach the "place" where i can worship in spirit and song continuously till i forget myself in the worship service and just focus on God...Jesus... without knowing i am doing it...that's want i think extravagant worship is all about...i know i will reach there...and i know God is waiting for me to reach there...Praise the Lord!!.....
Les just sent my a msg this morning telling me how much i have grown in the Lord...i am glad and encouraged...but to me...i am still far...i am still very far from knowing Him and His promises and love for me...my spiritual "man" has grown..but i am still "skinny"...i need more "food" and i know i need to spend more time on the bible....continue to pray for me les...and i will too...for you...amen...

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9:26 PM


Friday, October 03, 2003

todae very shiok again...lecs from 8 to 10.30am onli...then went back home for piano..then "napped" for a while...then went back to sch for band prac...todae's band prac was better...onli 4 flutes..but enjoyed playing the pieces and todae's band prac seemed like a more decent band prac then the last few...much better....enjoyed it much more...changed a bit of my thinking of quitting band...now still dun noe whether want to quit band anotz...
and by the way..i tink i gotten the answer to my prayer about that something...great...i can put it aside le...heehee
okie...gotta go do my metabolic map lez...see ya...

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11:55 PM


todae went to BS....had to go earlier than normal coz got new mixers for the overflow area....much better mixers manz...had fun doing the basics such as gain structure and eq-ing and effects and compression right from the start..last time it was like done for us and we just adjust a bit here and there...now i learn much more...new mixers much nicer and coolz manz...font nicer..more user friendly...more interesting and stuff....heehee...looking forward to serve on sun...more experimenting...haha..sound quality also much nicer...can hear the diff manz...and todae pastor went on some more on the ongoing series on the Holy Spirit and praying in tongues. I realli learned more about praying in tongues in the bible and stuff...hope this series goes on for quite a while..
todae got back one quiz...the one that i knew i was going to fail...and yesh...i failed..haix...i thot i wouldn't even reach the 7 mark...i act. got 8.5..haha...heehee..okie...my paper was realli pathetic..yesh..i didn't study...haha...okie..abit la..but the part that i did study..somehow didn't find it's way into the paper...haha...so well...i would start studying for the exams i promised...haha...
when i was on my way back home from BS...i was alreadi in simei and i took a bus home...i sat down and all of a sudden i saw something black and small from the corner of my eye...i turned and .....FREAK!!...there was a baby cockroach...it's feelers were twitching vigourously and i shifted abit...i was still one stop away from my busstop and i went to tap my card on the reader preparing to alight...haha.......okie...i forgot to mention i was sitting just behind the exit door..ahaha..and my eyes were fixed on the bug all the while from the moment i saw it till the moment i got down the bus...hahaha...okie...i noe...it's onli a baby cockroach....haha..aniwaes...did i tell u about the big cockroach in the bathroom that i met?...happened about a week and a half ago...it was freakin' BIG....i was bathing...quite late le....just a little after midnight...and i wasn't wearing my specs...i just saw this big thingy flew down and stop at the rack just beside me...i didn't scream or anything...(i am quite unique...when i am scared...i don't scream...i just keep absolutely quiet)...and then i wore my specs..and i saw how big it was..it dropped to the floor and started crawling towards me..it could fly a little...i immediately made my dash to the bathroom door...grab a towel...wrapped myself...all soapy..and dashed to my parents' bedroom..and grabbed my mum to go and finish off that big cockroach in the bathroom...after that..i left her to go settle that cockroach and i continue bathing in my parents' bathroom...which does not have a heater and rem, it was past midnight...it was super cold...but i would rather stay there then go back to bath with that cockroach...hahaha...okie...nice bedtime story...haha...gd nitez...zzzzzzzzzzzz

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12:46 AM


Thursday, October 02, 2003

working todae againz...super packed until crazy manz...then so many walk-ins...and get so many scoldings (from Dr)...haha...aniwaez...now i am back home resting..so okie...haha
todae in my tut class...i caught this guy looking at this girl a few times...den i dun noe issit he purposely one or accidently one...but i think it's purposely one la...but he got gf one leh...so i just let it pass loh...haha..aniwaes none of my business la....
i just read si's blog and then she wrote 2 weeks never go church le and then think this wk will miss it too coz of something i guess it's project or stuff la...and she sae feel amiss..
i agree..that's the feeling of hunger girl...hunger for the word of God..hunger to get filled up again..hunger to feel God's presence and joy in your heart. I dun noe if u would read this..but if u do, i've got something to sae...u noe what...i believe God will make time for you, when you make time for Him. Missing it every week because of projects and stuff...(which sometimes is not all that important and urgent...not saying that yours isn't....i believe it is...just saying this as a advice...especially the bold stuff..)and it also means (if you are doing it in the long term)...you might not be putting Him first in your life..u noe what i mean....for me i prefer to go and sit at His feet to listen to His Word every time i have the chance...i noe with all the things of the days that i have to complete and do, school work, working, etc. i am not disciplined enough to actualli sit down everyday to spend enough quiet time with Him and to read the bible everyday..so i promised myself to go every week...unless i have something on...only once in a while...not saying that u can't skip even one..i do sometimes...everybodie does sometimes...u understand....God does not mind and will not remember that u didn't come and stuff okie...dun be mistaken...he is a respector of freewill rememeber...if you have to force pple to go it's not a church..it's prob a cult...a church or the house of the Lord is where pple go happily and willingly and want to attend it's every service and crave for more when they leave...so just an advice or two...dun take it to heart or think too hard into this okie dear...i realli just mean the good stuff...u noe me alright...
and oh when i received this mth's schedule..i saw something and i wondered..i prayed about it and am waiting for the answer. I asked for an obvious answer...so i am not saying what it is in case He's going to use someone as a vessel to tell me the answer...heehee...gd nitez...=)


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Wednesday, October 01, 2003

oh...HapPie ChildRen's dAY!!!!...although i am not enjoying it...hee..but God LOVES & bless all the children in the world.....enjoy children...dun rush to grow up...i noe it now...hahaha

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