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Tuesday, September 30, 2003

todae onli had 2 hr lesson...quite shiok....hee..then i slept until 1 plus..but after dinner still fell asleep for an hour plus leh...dun noe why..just felt like sleeping..haix..decided to start studying for the exams and tests from tml onwards...and to finish up my projects...haix...still got so many haven't complete...sianz...
but thinking exams are onli one month later...so far yet so fast..haha..aniwaez...i have to go do work le....byez..

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12:08 AM


Sunday, September 28, 2003

okie...yesterdae's entry was abit....yah...so....
well...todae is a happie blessed dae!...
eh...woke up at 11am to go for a lec that started at 10am..hee...okie la...but it was because i went to a earli lec tokking about the same thingy...so can go later...haha...but i was still abit late by the time i reached la...hee...then in the afternn went to work...
Then...at night..that's the fun part...i went to weiyong organised bbq...haha....met a few old frens there like..les, angie, xiaohui, weiling, (name the girls first)...manju dun sae la...i see her alwaes in sch...haha...then of course...weiyong, victor also dun sae la..alwaes see him too...gary and jingyuan also quite often..haha...eh..omar, ra'uf, jonathan, junliang, raymond koh (who is in my course but dun noe i existed there)., weihan, nadeem, and a few others...haha...just to name some...not a lot of pple...but okie la...i think just enough to maintain converesations with to know what's going on with them...and just spend time together...haha...nice to see them again and had a great time...will be looking forward to the next one...heehee...and guess who i met there,...Jin's parents!...ahahaha...and they sae they thought i going to the party with jin they all too...oh well..i dun noe arun...hahahope they enjoyed themselves there too...have fun and see chelle, si and son in church i hope tml...heehee..see ya all soon...*mish u all * manz...take care~

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1:01 AM


Friday, September 26, 2003

super pissed todae...i told my mum that i will be in sch till late todae because i am going for band practice...and then she forgot...and she started to "ransack" my rm to find my fren's no...and then called her and stuff...and u noe what happened next...my fren msg me..and stuff...i hate pple touching my things..as in u noe..the things are now not in the right places...and stuff...i dun mean like if frens come over cannot touch my things..but as in u know...when your mum searches your rm?...irritating rite...the two things are different...so dun go thinking (after reading this) that i dun like pple touching my things...it's just the "rearranging" part and the "ransacking" part...and she might see some things that i dun wan her to see...like maybe my work and personal stuff...like maybe your diary?..i dun keep a diary la...but...and i also hate my mum to call my frens and ask them abt where i am or whatever and making them worried also...these 2 things are the few things that would make me angry ....haix...angry manz...then the moment i found out i was like dun noe what to sae loh...coz this is not the first time and i have warned her about this alreadi loh..u noe that kind of feeling...haix...whatever...now i dun noe what to write too...but anger subside alreadi la...haix..see ya all soon...

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11:48 PM


Wednesday, September 24, 2003

went for lecs at 8am todae...wah..then my eyes swollen...dun noe why..i guess is some immune response la...then super tired todae too...long day...haiz..and there will be a miniquiz during one of the tutorials too...haix...stupid quizzes...sianz..zzzzzzzzzzz

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12:44 AM


Tuesday, September 23, 2003

todae's lessons were super fast...a 3 hour one become 1 and 1/2 hour...then 2 hour lesson, onli 9 mins...haha...super shiok....haha..then todae i go work...with si...but at first she didn't know...then i wanna gif surprise...so i didn't tell her until she saw me at work...ahahaha....then end quite eali todae...about 10.40 can go home le...yay...heehee....okie la..not much to sae...see ya...

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1:23 AM


Saturday, September 20, 2003

listening to: "Ji mo de ji jie" -- David Tao.


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10:49 PM


todae's is sat liaox...so fast one week gone le...everytime it's mon u think it's a long week to go...but when it's sat, u realised...ohmigosh...the week's gone...or when u see the new issure of Cleo, it's "Ohmigosh...it's been one month!!"....or when u see Solid Rock, it goes, " It's been four months (averagely)!!"....haha..crap...why not just see straits times and sae it's the next day...hahahahaha...
sorrie for the crap..listening to the song "I Love You So Much..." -- by Park Yong Ha. He not bad hor...i think si would be able to relate to me...coz i dun noe who else watch korean shows like me and si..haha...aniwaes...tml is another wedding...the one i am doing is at carlton...at first i thot it was ritz carlton..haha..but it's not..it's the carlton near chijmes...at bras basah area...so...okie...will be my first time at carlton...let's just hope the "hongbao" will be good...ahahaha..no la...hee....
next week will be having 2 tests...one practical test..and one imm test...then that imm lecturer also one kind one la...dun wan to tell us the date of the test leh...he just sae one of the days next week..at first thot why dun tell us...wan us to learn early and not last min issit...then he sae...because i dun noe when i will finish setting the test...dieow...test next week and he haven't set questions...ahaha...whatever...prac test is kind of more on moles and molarity, conversions and dilutions....realli thank Mrs. Crossley for pushing me to learn up stoichoimetry manz...ever since i have been quite good at it...regretted that i didn't pick it up in sec 3 earlier...then won't fail so many tests then...once u grasp it...u know it...now i am kind of quite good at it that i can do the questions in the assignments, tutorials and practicals...a little better than my classmates...haha...so realli thank mrs. crossley...THANK You!...
heehee
and i realised i have alot of assignments havent do leh....2 projects, one report...and study for tests....argh......things are piling up again....sianz...

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2:01 AM


Wednesday, September 17, 2003

wah....i just got scared by the stupid e-mail my fren sent me....usually i won't open this kind of suspicious e-mail...but i thot the sender was him that's why...haiyoh...disappointed me...stupid guy...i am going to scold the next time i see him manz....irritating...somemore tell u a ghost story before showing u the pix...stupid...haiyoh...and look at the time now...freak manz....
and todae my pants kena the pink patch...same as the si's one....shucks....haiyah...reach home then i realized...and so it will stay there forever....haiyoh...
and todae's lab super fast also...heehee....1 hour plus onli...hee...see ya all...

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1:18 AM


Monday, September 15, 2003

todae i had my piano lesson and when my teacher came...i went to look for my theory papers and books...one whole stack...and i realised,.......the whole stack is GONE!!....LOST...dun noe where they go..and when i told my teacher that..she said...when did u last see it....i said last lesson and she said...oh!....so u didn't do my homework la!...hahaha...yap....hahaha...so niwae...hahaha...funnie...then in the evening i went for band practice...first band practice in tp...was there super earli...at 6pm...wait for almost an hour before they actualli started...sianz man...then play a few songs...like just go throught the whole song and stuff...played quite bad...very airy...but i 2 years neber play liaoz leh...hahaha...see how it goes the next time loh...haha

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11:25 PM


Saturday, September 13, 2003

hmm...todae was quite a nice day...except for the fact that i skipped 3 lecs...one after another...hahaha...but i still reached school at 11am for project...all the way until 3pm then go for lab...and lab was so easy peasy todae...within 50 mins...we were out of the lab..and i got a 26/30 for my previous essay...so happie...my efforts wasn't wasted...hahaha
tml is projects again...haix...i tink can finish off at least one tml...but my project mates are crazy!...meeting at 9am lehz....mad right...earli earli birds....super earli...haix....why can't have like 11am...u noe...so much better...haix...anw...i still end up losing the time debate with them and have to wake up at 8am to meet them at 9am...haven't eaten breakfast for a long time..haha...and u can see wat time issit now...wat to do...i am a night owl...and they are early birds...haix...i certainly don't like worms......


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Friday, September 12, 2003

todae went to bible study and it was billy graham...she's realli a woman of God...learnt alot from her sermon and found it realli interesting...she talked about love todae...

" 4Love endures long and is patient and kind; love never is envious nor boils over with jealousy, is not boastful or vainglorious, does not display itself haughtily.
5It is not conceited (arrogant and inflated with pride); it is not rude (unmannerly) and does not act unbecomingly. Love (God's love in us) does not insist on its own rights or its own way, for it is not self-seeking; it is not touchy or fretful or resentful; it takes no account of the evil done to it [it pays no attention to a suffered wrong].
6It does not rejoice at injustice and unrighteousness, but rejoices when right and truth prevail.
7Love bears up under anything and everything that comes, is ever ready to believe the best of every person, its hopes are fadeless under all circumstances, and it endures everything [without weakening].
8Love never fails [never fades out or becomes obsolete or comes to an end]. As for prophecy ([1] the gift of interpreting the divine will and purpose), it will be fulfilled and pass away; as for tongues, they will be destroyed and cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away [it will lose its value and be superseded by truth]." --- from the Amplified Bible, 1 Corinthians 13:4-8.

It's a beautiful verse....human love cannot never be like this without the person being born again and walking in the spirit...we shall all walk towards that. Love all and bear no account of evil done to it....amen.

God Bless....



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12:05 AM


Wednesday, September 10, 2003

i finally found out what happened to esther yesterdae(tues)...so sad..the funeral she attended was her cousin's...u noe the girl who got knocked down in front of the white sands primary i think..it was her cousin...it was so shocking when she told me that...i couldn't find the words to say...didn't noe what to sae..didn't noe what to do to console her...she loved her so much...she was the onli cousin that was kind of closer to her age..so they kinda grew up together...and she onli so young...yet...but i pray that God will bring peace and comfort to her and her aunt's family...the pple who lost the precious girl. well...she seems much better now..i don't know if she's hiding anything...but i dun think so...i think she is strong enough to go through all this...todae she showed me the ring she was wearing and she told me it was her cousin's...her aunt gave it to her..well...
for the last few days...i didn't say a single prayer out loud...i mean i thought of stuff i want to tell Him throughout the day...and thought of Him throughout the days...but i didn't say anything in prayer for about 2 to 3 days...i realised i felt realli empty...just empty and lonely...when i got back to prayers..it felt so much better...it reminded my i was not alone...He is in me all the time..have u all experienced it before?..post your thoughts in the box...

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3:46 PM


Tuesday, September 09, 2003

todae's practical was fast and easy to understand...so much better than the last one...haha...enjoyed it...
then esther didn't come to school todae...dun noe what happen...heard she attend some funeral...dun noe how is she...didn't reply my msgs...den i dun dare to call her to in case disturb her...haix...see if she come sch tml(tues)....hope she does...realli worried and wonder how she is...seems like she faced a few deaths recently...
well...my cousin replied to me how much is the canon digicams le...for canon ixus 400 is $693 w/o gst..and the one i want canon powershot A70 is $489 w/o gst too...si i dun noe which one u wan from canon..so i dun noe if the ixus 400 u wan to noe?...heehee..see ya all..!


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12:45 AM


Sunday, September 07, 2003

Constant Companion

Early in the morning
When I see Your shining stars
And late in the evening
You whisper to my heart
I call your name
And You are there

With each day that passes
I know Your love for me
In the moments when I stand tall
In the season when I am weak
I call your name
And You are there

No other friend like you my Lord
I know your embrace
So I will lift my hands to You
I’ll offer my songs of praise

You are my constant companion
My helper and my friend
You are the maker of the heaven
You love me again and again
I call Your name (sweet name)
Your love for me will never change

How awesome Your mercy
How endless Your grace
When darkness surrounds me
And fume blinds Your face
I call Your name
And You are there

No matter the
That may come my way
You promised the victory
I will not be afraid
I call Your name
And you are there



this song realli touches me...because that's how i view my Father and Jesus...the One that is always beside me, in me at all times...when i call Him...he is there...i might not hear Him...but He is listening....He whispers to my heart...through the Holy Spirit....although He is the maker of the heavens and the earth...He is also my constant companion...and yours too...how amazing for a King of kings to be your friend and helper...how awesome is His grace and mercy...it shall follow you and me all the days of our lives....no matter the obstacle...He has promised the victory...i will call upon His name...and He shall answer me.....Jesus.....

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1:12 AM


almost 2 days didn't come in le....dun noe what happened...but just couldn't get to the website...sometimes gateway timeout or wrong address and stuff...dun noe why..for a moment...i thot i kena virus again...but then again...i tink it's not...or else it must be some specific virus targeting blogger website...hahahaha....went to COMEX on fri afternn....went wid si...didn't noe whether she was free to go but just called her and ask and indeed she was free!...hee...den on the way we met hanyu and tan how...dun realli noe tan how...so onli said hello to hanyu...haha...then we were asking each other what were we doing there (thru' sms) and suddenly he sent me a msg saying how he just met 2 monks using soundcards...and then saying that they were going hightech too...ahaha...totally no link to what we were talking about...haha..some pple just never change...haha...den at COMEX we saw lots of digicams...and i brought down my choices to 2 cams...one canon powershot A70 and panasonic LC33....i actualli think comparing everything together i prefer canon's....but indeed...i know panasonic is well known for it's speed..and they have the same megapixel but panasonic's price is cheaper....haix...dun noe whether to buy anot...but the fair is ending on sundae...that is todae...and i am not free to go and buy...haix...so think i won't be buying now too...
todae is sundae again!...yea....going for foundation class todae again...then later have to rush down for my paternal side grandmother's bdae...celebrating at her house....so guess i won't be joining them for lunch..see ya all soon...mish u all...

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12:57 AM


Friday, September 05, 2003

hmm...todae wanted to go COMEX 2003 but no time lehz...project all afternn...then we realised that we didn't save whatever we did yesterdae...wah...sad manz..then we had to redo everything...haiz...i think tomolo then go COMEX loh...anyone wanna come along?....gif me a call by 10am tml kk...sat i going to attend a wedding...if u read my previous entries before..i mentioned about how lovely weddings were...this time the bridegroom is someone i know...he's 20 plus i think..late twenties...hmm...it's a church wedding...so i wonder what it would be like at their church...are they like us or are they the traditional kind...hmm..todae at bible study met ashley(joy's daughter) a number of times...met joy a number of times too...ashley's getting cuter by the day..when i was waiting for the shuttle bus they were just standing behind me..haaha...so had a little chat with Joy and ashley..haha....ashley's so cute...and she's not afraid of strangers one loh...so nice and cute...haha....met alot of music ministry pple...met minhong too....talked to her...all the while we onli smile smile that kind of relationship...but todae she asked me my name...haha...guess we both felt weird not knowing each other personally if we always see each other...and i was surprised when she said, "oh...so u are yanfen.."...then i found out that she knew about me because of the israel thingy coz i kinda join them late...so she noticed...and i had to bunk in with 2 other pple at first...haha...she's very nice...i mean not that i noe she's nice now...but all the while i noe she is a very nice person....all the pple in music ministry are very nice...act. when chelle sae she wanna join the choir...although we teased her about it...i kinda hope she would be in choir...coz then we would somehow be more related in the "ministry" sense...if she go join some like example security ministry then very different mah...hahaha...but still chelle...it would be realli funnie if u were in choir...haha...but dun worrie....God uses everybodie...in different ways that you might not have thought possible...adeline, the worship leader came out this way too...pastor saed that last time she couldn't sing well too...but she stayed on in choir not wanting to leave..and one day God just dropped it into her...the anionting, the gift...everything...hahaha...okie folks, Good Night...

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12:55 AM


Wednesday, September 03, 2003

todae went out shopping for a while...bought one sweater, one shorts, and one top...haix..spend again...not supposed to...but couldn't resist them...but quite cheap la...so bought them...then my friend who suggested going shopping todae didn't buy anything at all instead....make me fell so "guilty" for spending...hee...tml i am going to be real busy...3 project meetings one after another...then one project clash with the morning one...i dun noe what this group is doing loh...they noe that me and another girl can't make it but they still want to go on with it...then it's like they say fri they will meet one more time...to touch up...and i was like...hah?!...then like i never do anything la...what the heck?...later they turn around and say i never do anything...like thurs got time for everyone to meet up they don't wan...dun noe what is happening man...but all this "transaction" is done thru' a middle man la(which is the other one who cannot make it tml)...dun noe whether she got sae properly to them anot...haix...then later in the evening got to go work alreadi...so the whole day i will be out...sad...must wake up like 8.30am...and now i still haven't go sleep...haix...sure late tml...

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2:03 AM


Monday, September 01, 2003

wah.....todae must be my worst shopping experience in eastpoint....firstly, i went to this shop...u noe the japanese one that sells all the sourplums and sweets and cuttlefish?...call what Aji Ichiban....they were having this sale and they have these posters that say, "tidbits revolution start from $1.00 onwards"....so i ask the salesgirl (which is an auntie by the way)...which foodstuffs are $1...since the poster said $1.00 onwards...(sound so cheapo hor...)...haha...then at first she didn't understand what i mean...then i repeated...which things are selling for $1.00....then she sae...everything is $1...anything u want can be $1...at first i thot it doesn't make sense...but then if she said everything...okie..then i will choose something for $1 then....so i started choosing one of the sour plums thingy...so i finally choose one and told her i wanted that...then she ask me how much i want...and they go by weight one rite...so i said erm...100grams....she packed the stuff, and went to the counter...then she said...okie get ready...this is stupid..................$2.80!!.....then i asked...i thot just now u said everything is $1?....and she replied, without blinking at all, all the prices are there what (as in how much for this how much for that)...if u tell me u want $1 then i give u $1...i was like FAINT!!!!!.........that's why i asked u just now what is for $1...you should have told me if u want $1 then i will give u $1 worth....i was like....wah..dun noe what to sae man...i just wanted to get out of the shop before i faint right there looking at the auntie's face...i realli didn't noe to laugh or to cry...or to be angry...it was realli..."hit u in the face"...and she didn't flinch one bit while telling me all these from the start...i was thinking, no wonder your shop no business here....got this kind of salesauntie...haix....then when my mood just stabilized...i ended up in pet safari...then i was watching the woman inside trimming the dog's hair and stuff....then there was this little boy with his mother and auntie i think.....he was d*** irritating....he would walk in front of the window and purposely push u aside...it's intentional...and he did that to me alot of times...the second time he did it..his mother saw and she sae "paiseh ah.."...then i just smiled and never blamed the child...but after that he kept doing it...and i was super irritated...he then later even push a little girl down (she fell on the floor) on purpose and HE SAID it was not him!!...the mother asked whether it was him who pushed her but the boy said "bu shi wo, bu shi wo.."...and then the mother just sae...(in chinese).."cannot like that ah..."...and even 'sayang' the little boy....can u believe it...and the auntie also said it wasn't him...i was like ohmigosh!!!....then the girl was about to cry and she didn't sae anything when her mother asked her what happened then the mother walked off with her...after that the boy even stepped on my toes a few times...i was thinking should i go over to the mother and sae " auntie...ni jiao jiao ni de hai zi hao bu hao?..."....i was so pissed off by the boy...haix...what are kids of the world coming to now...all so spoilt and stuff...i love kids...dun misunderstand me...but i hate this kind of spoilt and naughty kids...they usually grow up to be very naughty kids and spoilt...and immature...haix...bad experience todae...

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